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One thing that I despise the most is a person who speaks of you behind your back. I find so much hate and disgust to this and it drives me insane. 

I can instantly lose all the respect I’ve had for you. I can break everything down. I just can’t take it, I will extremely hate you.

To be honest, It’s 1,000x better to say something negative or an insult to me right in front of my face. It’s the worst thing to do when you act like an angel in front of me and use a sharp tongue behind me.

I hate Two-Faced People. Either way I’ll know what you’re trying to point out. But saying behind my back.. I will find out. It’s best if I know from you rather than finding out. At least you won’t lose all your respect.

How pathetic.

I like Dance Class. Simple as that. But what I feel when I get in that studio room, I change. I’m in a different atmosphere. I feel like I can do anything. I am Confident. I look better at myself. I give myself more positive thoughts. I make myself feel happy and calm. I go in there.. I can empty out my mind, focus on one thing, build up, and be rewarded with strong confidence.

I never knew such an Art style could bring out a part of me that I push aside. It’s amazing, really.
Heh, i wish I joined Dance two years ago.. It would have been nice.
I sure did miss out.

Problems are starting to rise again in my house and with my parents. First, I argued with them and caused problems but i’m trying to stop this and change how I am to become better. Now, my sister just had to
Make everything crumble down…
Today was horrible. My house was full of screaming, yelling, fighting and she walks out & leaves. Just all i’m paranoid about is.. What happened at home doesn’t need
To leak out to the outside world and to the people who have their mouths leading to one another.. But wow,
Everyone knows she can never ever ever..keep quiet.

Today was a wonderful day ! Normal school day, went to 4th period (Dance) and got ready to warm up but got picked up by Zohra and was taken to the movies by surprise ! :o I got extremely happy and it was fun to spend time with her too. We all watched Beauty and the Beast in 3-D. I simply loved it ! It was nice to get picked up early from school and enjoy this surprise.(: Only thing.. The weather is horrible & its gonna piss me off sooner or later.

Wanting someone at the worst time and worst place. It drives me insane how I feel so close but really, I’m the farthest.

Well this sucks..

People do get distant. It happens. It’s not that I’m trying to drift away and let the friendship break down; things change. People change.

You shouldn’t worry at all. Everything will be fine. We may be getting distant, but I’m not drifting far away and leaving forever. I promised you that I’ll always be your friend. I’ve been keeping my word and I will continue to go with that promise.

It can’t be the same everyday. That is why the best days are always the memories. But, I’ll be there everyday. Not talking, but staying. Always and forevermore, I’m your friend.

It bothers me when you worry so much. But I understand. It’s okay.